Confession

Thaumaturgy. Personally, I’m of this view that this word depicts in exact precision vis-à-vis my relationship with my baby. Too strong a word; It isn’t. Well, we can expect the non-expected things to occasionally surface in life but sometimes you do sit to ponder how these unthinkable, preposterous things happen. It just does. Without any reason whatsoever.

Its human nature though, to try to find the answer to these near impossible happenings, and usually, due to the fact that they can’t and not wanting to admit their inability, they just come to the conclusion that “ Its god’s will”. Its embedded subconsciously I tell u. Well at least it happened to me.

I’m also apologetic as I did not even wanted to make known this relationship to my friends. Though I smiled and treated it as a game, not wanting to let out this underground secret, I knew deep down that I was not comfortable with the fact of letting others know esp. cause it was her. I even found it ludicrous as to why it would have started. Strong words used here ain’t it.

Anyway, things happen for a reason and I’ve changed my thinking and feelings about this relationship, this girl of mine. Till date, all I can say is that my feelings for her have grew to a extend that even if we’re not together in the future, I would still be there, caring and concerning for her.

Baby, U should know how much I love you.